‘F’ is for ‘Fear’. The whole concept of standing in front of a group of people, having no idea what you may or may not say while you’re up there, is surely ridiculous. And yet …
We do it. Mediums, that is. Faces look up at you expectantly, and all you can do is trust.
Maybe that should be Trust with a capital ‘T’. There is no doubt that being in the energy of Spirit is one of the most transformative experiences imaginable: the problems begin with the listening. Learning just how Spirit communicates is vital, of course. But so is the ability to jump into the unknown.
Learning to deal with the ‘No’s, the shaking head, the fact that you may indeed think you are with someone and the person you are actually with is at the other end of the room, all are part and parcel of learning. Maybe it is about dissolving the ego, so that we can listen. Maybe that’s what’s most important.
There will be more, as my journey into mediumship continues. More posts and, doubtless, more ‘no’s, hopefully more ‘yes’es and successes. More healing. For that is what mediumship is, at its finest: a healing modality.